all i want to do is enjoy life.

Why do some people make things so complicated? Just making a big deal over nothing. Really, I believe we make the choices that make our life either easy, hard, or balanced. For example, if you choose not to do your homework, you are making your life harder in the long run because you won't know anything. Don't always expect people to help you because they are not always going to be in your life. So right now, why don't you try to make it easy? If you don't start now, who knows how long it's gonna take for you to get back on your feet.

Not only that, why do people try to make your life a living hell? What's the point?! Don't be caught up in doing shit like that when you should be enjoying your life! I try to live by the rule:

Do unto others as you would want them to you

If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say it. If you're gonna be critical, use constructive critiscm. Right now, I'm just trying to take the "easy" way in life by doing all I have to do now --independently. I hope you do, too. Just live your life.